sigh. i've vent my anger on my friends.

people who i treasure and trust most.

why did i do it? why, why?

that's the most stupid thing a person can do.

why did i do it? sigh.

SORRY KEVIN.

SORRY to all that was in the conversation.

I AM SORRY.

i didnt mean to.

i've been stressed up lately.

and i've been trying to keep my anger.

but it just seems that today is totally not my day.

i've tried.

i kept quiet, remember?

you guys have chatted with me for so long.

it's only when im slightly busier,

if not i will talk alot..

and i've tried.

i tried to join in once a while.

i've got nothing to say, so smiley will be the best.

but you didnt accept it.

what do you want me to do?

then i continue to keep silence.

is that what you want?

everybody have moodswings.

and that includes you.

when you have your's,

we just accept and help you through it.

dont you find it a little unfair that i've got mine today,

and you didnt help and made it worse?

it's really unfair.

why does this got to end it this way?

i've tried to make it better.

i've tried.

i apologise to you and all.

WHY? it's not enough is it?

or maybe it's meant to be like this.

when people have their moodswings,

dont help them.

make them worse.

is that what you are trying to tell me?

is it just that im stupid to help you when you didnt ask for help?

is it? IS IT?

so it's all my fault now?

YAHS! blame it all on me.

those people who wants to vent your anger and unhappiness,

do it on me today.

before you dont get to the rest of your life.

go on, im waiting.

ps: im sorry.